Hello LJ please remind me again why I have neglected you! I just realized that scanning through past entries makes me relive all the stress I've been through in the past years of my life. I was so bipolar it's insane :)) (or maybe I still am??) Facebook and Twitter, you have made me incapable of writing in paragraphs!

It's OJT season and I am not stressed at all! Corporate life is less uptight than what I envisioned it to be, or maybe I was just blessed with a really laid back department wherein power distances aren't really that visible (which I like!). Just yesterday our VP attempted to exterminate an alleged lice army on my head. Sir naman, I bathe!

I know OR is not really my thing, and so is Accounting and the Finances, but blah at least I know what I want and don't want. And I'm thankful I have noisy officemates else I'd go insane. LESSON LEARNED: STOP BEING IMPATIENT!! Learn how to wait (e.g. perfect job and/or perfect employer). Too bad I'm not really good at that, but yeah, I always learn the hard way.

I miss this:

"Hi Be' what time will you sleep? Please wait for me to get home and open the gate for me ;-)"

But this time around, my mom barged in my room.

Mom: Why are you still awake??
Bea: Umm, hehe..
Mom: You're waiting for your dad again no? Yan ang hirap pag nakikisabay lang eh! You have no control over what time you get home.

Sometimes I think my mom has two children. Hihi.

I created a tumblr account for the same reasons as you have, without knowing you had one. And we have the same layout, except mine's orange. What the hell hahaha. I believe that we are still meant to be groupmates/classmates/blockmates :))

Time does not heal all wounds because we remember, and because we remember, we despair. The degree of this despair may be toned down by time, but the fact that certain emotions still resurface means that memories are forever stored even in the deepest recesses of our minds.

Cause it's so hard to be me when you're next to me.

Dory: Are you my conscience?
Marlin: Yes, I'm your conscience. We haven't spoken for a while. How are you?
Dory: Meh. Can't complain.
Marlin: Huh. Good. Tell me, Dory, do you see anything?
Dory: Yeah, I see a light.
Marlin: A light?
Dory: Yeah. I see a light. Hey conscience, am I dead?
Marlin: No, no, I see it too.
Dory: It's so pretty...
Marlin: I feel... happy. Which is a big deal... for me.
   

I DIE.

Sometimes, to make way for something new, you have to replace the old.